Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Must Read!

I found this story via another blog, and this totally shows me as a stalker because I don't know either of those people, but this is such an incredible story. Just a warning, be careful where you read it- I just read it at work, and had to stop about 9 times because everytime I would start back I would start to cry and have to look at something meaningless for a second to quit...

http://enjoyingthesmallthings.blogspot.com/2010/01/nella-cordelia-birth-story.html

Monday, February 1, 2010

Morning Essential


Over the past year, green tea has become my morning go-to drink. I get into the office and want something warm, and this always seems to warm me up and wake me up. I also genuinely think it has helped me not get sick, considering the antioxidants that green tea provides. My favorite "flavors" right now are Bigelow's mint green tea and pomegranate green tea. And when I'm feeling really fancy, I buy the tin of Bentley's tea- and I'll be honest, its mainly for the tin :). The tea does taste really good though. Pomegranate green tea for me and Will loves the mango green tea. So, if you need a good new morning drink, you should try it...

On another note, thank you so much for the encouraging words regarding my last post. I must admit, "announcing" the news of a new venture made me feel exposed and honestly scared, but the encouragement you have given me has been wonderful. I am learning the value of vulnerability in certain situations and have really felt God working in my life through everything. This whole process of pursuing my desires is facing me to force all of my insecurities, so while I know it is a huge growing process to be thankful for, the roller coaster ride gets a little wearing at times. I know I am being refined and am trying to continue to surrender to God's direction, while being proactive at the same time- sort of hard to figure out the balance at times.

With that said, I truly am grateful for every kind word. I have seen how much a random word of encouragment and kindness can make a difference. I hope to be able to encourage others in the same way y'all have done for me! Your words have really been a blessing!

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

New Beginnings...

The past couple of weeks have been full of uncertain, prayerful, exciting, and thankful moments. When I came back to work after the new year, every employee of our company was notified that the company would be closing, for the most part, at the end of February. We were told that there was a small chance that the company could get a new job and we could stay on, but mostly we needed to be looking for new jobs, considering ours to be done in two months.

I have been working with this commercial construction company for the last three years. The job has never fallen into the "dream job" category for me, and I never imagined I would be here as long as I have been, yet I grew to appreciate certain elements of the job. A flexible schedule, a Christian working environment, great people, and great benefits all kept me here.

I have had a longing for a while now to do something else- something more creative, where I can interact with people more and work more on projects that actually interest me, yet found myself in the comfort of security and insurance and gradually realized it would take a lot for me to leave the "safety" that those securities provided.

I laugh at the way things happen and can only appreciate God's humor and provision in everything. In an odd way, when I got the news that our company was closing, I felt a sense of relief. Wierd? Yes. But I think that shows the state of where my heart had been in all of this. I knew I wanted to do something else, but didn't know how to pursue it, and essentially didn't feel the freedom because I felt I would be irresponsible to leave the comfort of a salary. I pretty much saw this as God forcing me to face my desires now :)

The couple of days before I got the news, I heard messages that all spoke to my desires to do something more. At church, the sermon talked about knowing who we want to be before listing what we want to accomplish. I knew that sitting at a desk waiting for time to pass was not who I wanted to be, much less what God had created me for. At bible study, we talked about desires and really communicating with God about how we should handle them. I have prayed about my desires many times before, but this message seemed to speak to my heart in a newer way. I also was convicted in a new way on saving money and spending less. I have struggled with wanting "stuff" for a long time. I think that comes naturally when you are exposed to beautiful things- there is always something new to enjoy! And there is nothing wrong with enjoying those things, but its more about why I "need to have" that stuff. In some ways, stuff had become a way of filling the void that my job had created. A way to find some "happiness" and justify my need for expressing creativity.

All that to say, I see now how God was preparing my heart. While it is never good news for a company to close, they see the bigger picture of God's provision (eventhough closing a company doesn't seem like provision). I see that God makes every situation personal for us, and if we are quiet enough to hear him speaking to us, we see that He really does love us. Eventhough moments might seem like He is "taking away", it essentially is a form of Him "giving" something else. Everything is happening as part of His perfect plan. Romans 8:28 says it best "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose."

I was driving home the other day, feeling overwhelmed at the possibilites and work to be done. Praying, I told God I trust Him. I have a peace and I believe He is going to bring great things. I have struggled with a lack of rest though. I feel like I can't sit still because I need to be working to figure things out and come up with a plan. As I am praying I hear Matthew 11:28-30. "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." What sweet words.

Where to go from here...
I am pursuing any leads that I hear of, and have some possibilites (so if you know of any, please let me know!). My husband would love for me to find a job that provides a salary, for obvious reasons, and I would love that too, however, I am being cautious to make sure it is related to my interests. When I found out the news, I really heard God confirming that this was my chance to pursue the desires I had neglected, so I am following that path. I am stepping into a place of uncertainty and fears, excitement and anticipation, because I know that is where God is calling me.

In the meantime, I have set up another blog related to the home. As part of the blog, I am offering services for home consultations, organizing, and staging, so please check it out and spread the word.

sheltertag.wordpress.com

sorry for the really long post!

Friday, January 15, 2010

SAFE- Phil Wickham

To the one who's dreams are falling all apart
And all you're left with is a tired and broken heart
I can tell by your eyes you think your on your own- but you're not all alone
Have you heard of the One who can calm the raging seas
Give sight to the blind, pull the lame up to their feet
With a love so strong He'll never let you go- oh you're not alone

You will be safe in His arms
You will be safe in His arms
'Cause the hands that hold the world
are holding your heart
This is the promise He made
He will be with You always
When everything is falling apart
You will be safe in His arms

Did you know that the voice that brings the dead to life
Is the very same voice that calls you to rise
So hear Him now He's calling you home
You will never be alone

These are the hands that built the mountains
the hands that calm the seas
These are the arms that hold the heavens
they are holding you and me
These are hands that healed the leper
Pulled the lame up to their feet
These are the arms that were nailed to a cross
to break our chains and set us free

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

In With the New...

I have fallen out of blogland a little, and I apologize. Getting back on track, I wanted to share with you the New Year's sermon Andy Stanley did at Buckhead Church. I found it refreshing amidst the talk of New Year's Resolutions, making lists, setting goals, etc- all about "doing." Essentially, he says that before we decide what we want to do or accomplish, we should first decide who we want to be. And when we know who we want to be, what we want to do falls into place. Now, don't get me wrong, I see great value in making lists of things to accomplish, and setting goals. Those things as playing a huge role in personal growth. I do however, see a need to personally know in my heart who I want to be, in specific ways, before I try to accomplish a bunch of "stuff." I thing you will be encouraged by listening to it.

Follow this link, then click on "A New You Resolution": http://www.northpoint.org/messages

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas to you! I hope your holiday is filled with love, joy, and the reminder of a wonderful Savior!


Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Pig Roast Picture Post

I am way behind on posting on, well, everything, but especially on our pig roast! A couple of weekends ago, we had a bunch of friends up to the farm for a pig roast and it turned out to be a great success. It was frigid, but with a fire and the sun was bearable. After the sun went down, we just used apple cider to keep us warm... or layered up so that we resembled the marshmallows that were part of our smores...



"Please feed the pig"(our wallets)

Sweet Colley...

Preparing the meal...

Girls braving the cold!

taking it all in...

Brunswick stew chefs...
Mr. Piggy Before
Going

and mostly gone...

SEC Championship- cheering for FL, of course

He worked hard...

Scotch needed some attention

And of course, so did Jackson!

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Brilliant

I got these from my aunt and had to share. I'm pretty sure I had some of these exact same thoughts when taking tests in college and not knowing answers...




(the answer is james bond in case that is hard to read)


And this is my favorite...

I picture my brother doing that on a test :)

Thursday, December 3, 2009

War Eagle I and II

An email with this article was sent to me... LOVE it

Something Unexpected Happened...

*This article was written for Ed Dyas who is ill with stomach cancer but scheduled to be inducted in the National Football Hall of Fame in a couple weeks....A great Auburn football hero and scholar!*

It was a low key day. Alabama was supposed to dismantle Auburn. Their Heisman candidate had a national stage to take center spotlight. But something unexpected happened.

Our tailgate was a fun morning. We hosted many Bama friends who came by. The food was fabulous, the music was toe tapping, and the weather was perfect.

We went to our traditional "Tiger Walk" and cheered the team and coaches into the stadium- like gladiators into their arena knowing a hungry undefeated opponent was on the other side pacing and suiting up for a David and Goliath moment. But something unexpected happened.
The sea of orange filled the sun-kissed stadium. Every seat was filled. Our Eagle, Tiger, flew around the tops of our heads and landed midfield. The teams entered to thunderous applause, fanfare and frenzied fans. Bama fans wore stickers that said "Fear the shutout.” But something unexpected happened.

Auburn, fueled by the fans and faith of spirit with hard work, threw everything they had at Alabama. And for 56 minutes Auburn prevailed. The score, the stats, the noise, the pride; for 56 minutes we owned it. But something unexpected happened.

Alabama put together a successful last minute drive and scored the go ahead points. The TV announcers loved the battle for ratings. No one in the stadium moved. But something unexpected happened.

The Alabama fans stayed and "sabaned" their victory. Their band played. Their victory ended a perfect scheduled season. But something unexpected happened. What possibly could be wrong? The Bama fans had suffered, sweated, cursed, paced and prayed for 56 torturous minutes and their team finally pulled it out and won. But what they saw next was not suppose to happen...either.

The Auburn family stayed. They were supposed to flee in defeat but alas the opposite happened. We stayed in our seats and waited for our team to walk off the field. 80,000 family members escorted them off with thunderous applause and chants of "It's great to be an Auburn Tiger". The recruits stayed and watched this family of ours lift up our team who served up a whole humble pie to #2 Bama.

It reminded me of the scene in "How the Grinch Stole Christmas" when the Who's in Whoville gathered after their presents and decorations were missing but lifted their voices loudly anyway to lift up their gratitude and celebrations. For us it was about thankfulness, honor, and family. For 56 minutes we were fans, but as our team walked off the field for a few minutes we were all one family. It was a great feeling and we had not even won the game...on the scoreboard.

We walked out of the stadium chanting AU cheers down the ramps. Alabama fans were quiet and shocked. Their Heisman candidate was disposed of. Their defense was embarrassed. Their haughtiness was silent. I have not mentioned the crudeness and ugliness that I witnessed or was a part of from Alabama fans prior and during the game. Their reputation for rude fans lived on-not pulling for their team and being good fans but being jerks to others- even to children. However after the game they were silent. Eerily quiet. One would have thought they lost the game. The lack of the cries of "Roll Tide" was noticeably absent. But something happened. Auburn continued to make us proud, played their hearts out, made idiots out of the sports announcers who proclaimed earlier this was a waste to play, and silenced the visiting fans.

Yes, something happened. Auburn won everything but the scoreboard. This was not supposed to happen!!! Alabama was not supposed to allow this!! It was just Auburn for goodness sakes, right?? Wrong.

Not a perfect day but an AUsome day. And with already picking up some of the top recruits in the nation (#8 class in the nation), a new coaching staff that have eyes of the tiger, and an AU family ready to support them all, we only have one question- when does the 2010 season start? I CAN’T WAIT!

War Eagle!

War Eagle II


"When we heard of the Auburn fans chanting at the end of Fridays game "It's great to be an Auburn Tiger" we knew there was something special about the excitement around this football team. The Tigers have everything we are looking for in a New Year's Day team. They are a tough, exciting team, extremely well coached and...have what might be the best fans in college football." -Jim McVay, Outback Bowl Pres./CEO

Monday, November 30, 2009

I Can't Decide Which I Like More Right Now...

I knew he had a cd, but just now purchased it... LOVE it!
I did NOT know that they had a Christmas cd and don't know how I am just now finding out! Few people's music does more for my soul than the harmony of the Shane's- you just cannot go wrong with them.
I'm soaking it all in now and I can't listen to either cd fast enough!

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Arrangements

October was a fun month for celebrations. Between a baby shower for the wonderful Omastiaks and a lingerie/ bachelorette luncheon for sweet Dorsey, I had the opportunity to play with flowers! While I love cutting fresh flowers from the yard for a vase, it's also fun to have an excuse to buy an assortment of flowers to do actual arrangements. So lucky me, it happened twice in one month.
For Kyle and Caroline's couple's baby shower- we decided on a blue and brown color scheme, since those are the colors of Reid's nursery. I bought white carnations, hydrangeas, roses, and a bundle of snapdragons. The small arrangements for the table were in these vases nestled in a stick nest that my mom had just bought and let me use since they worked so perfectly.

I used acuba and berries from our yard for the greenery, and some sticks to add the "brown" element. The big arrangement for the food table was in the turquoise urn, and the table cloths were a pretty blue, pretty much the color of the table below.

I took no pictures of the actual setup of the party, because I always forget to do things like that. It was so much fun to celebrate for Kyle and Caroline though- they are so sweet and thankful. Reid is one lucky guy to have them as parents!

At the end of October, we had a lingerie shower for Dorsey and borrowed my parents house for the venue. Once again, I bought some carnations, but everything else was from their yard. Once being on my "bleh" flower list, carnations have recently been my favorites to use- especially when mounded all together.
Some hydrangeas, pittosporum, and holly berries before they turned completely red complemented the carnations.

My mom has a plentiful stash of silver rose bowls that she has been collecting for a while, so I used those for the table arrangements.

Not to mention, it never hurts when they have grids that help with the arranging...

The lingerie shower was so much fun. We had planned on having the shower outside by the outdoor fireplace, and since it was a little bit on the chilly side outside, the fireplace was the perfect spot.Dorsey is getting married this weekend and I am so excited for her! She has been my best friend since kindergarten and has played much of a sister role in my life, so this weekend will be fun to celebrate she and Sam. Not to mention, I'll get to spend some time with Sarah, my family, and see a bunch of old friends. I know it will be a refreshing time of celebration!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Greater Love


Ephesians 3:14-19


"For this reason I kneel before the Father, from whom all fatherhood in heaven and on earth derives its name. I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in his love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge--that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God."



Think on those verses a minute.


If you truly understood the depths of God's love for you, how different do you think your life would look? I know I would be able to trust Him more easily, rest in His truths, and feel free to just LIVE as God intended without striving for something or someone. I would have more courage to face fears, be bold, and be myself in every situation.


Praying over these verses has made a huge difference in my daily life. In every situation I can now see more clearly ways that God is showing me His love- even if before it was a constant source of complaints or frustration. I can rest knowing that above all His gift and promise to me is love greater than I can comprehend, and I can love other people more abundantly. While it is always a work in progress, the freedom I have felt already is refreshing.


I encourage you to pray/meditate over these verses well and let God begin to reveal to you just how in love He is with you. It will make a huge difference.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Loving...

Good, warm meals...

2 pump please...

Every sign of fall...

It has sucked me in...

You Don't Know Jacques...


Long Wear Cream Eyeshadow- why did I just now discover this?

Friday, October 30, 2009

A Finished Bathroom

After about 2 months, I finally have pictures of our bathroom. While the bulk of the work has been done, we still have to touch up some paint and add a couple of accessories. It is, however, in full working order, feeling so much cleaner, and looking a lot better.

We begin with the only "before" pictures that I really have. The first one I took when we first looked at the house and the second was during the remodel. I mentioned before it is hard to take a picture of because it is so small. All of the tile was a sea green color, the toilet was old and too small, and the vanity was old, gross, and too big.

First things first- a brand new toilet. Never in my life have I been so excited to get a new toilet. We (we as in Will) actually put a new toilet in the first week we were in the house, so when Will did the tile, he had to take it out and reinstall again... he's a good sport.

I really love the tile that we used. It is a great neutral, but with enough color so that the stresses of keeping a solid white tile floor pristine are not a worry. It is nice to not have to worry about my dark hair being so obvious if it happens to hit the ground :) Since we opted for a pedastal sink to allow more room, I got a basket to hold towels and toilet paper. I miss the storage that a vanity provides a lot less than I thought I would.

The cabinet above the toilet also helps with storage we lost with the pedastal sink. I am such a product junkie- falling for every product claiming to "smooth your skin" or "take away wrinkles forever" or "make your skin luminous." I never knew I could survive with so little storage in the bathroom. It is, however, one of the most freeing things I have done. Rid of the crap and essentials right at my fingertips. (I do get ready at my dressing table in our bedroom, so I could not go with this little bit of storage if I was needing to house my items needed to get ready.)
Note: cabinet is only sort of organizedRemember I said we were getting the wall tiles permaglazed? Well, I was nervous, but it has been great! Although we would have preferred to replace all of the tile, we learned that taking the old tile off of the wall would result in essentially replastering and a much more expensive/time consuming job than we wanted to do right now, so we opted for the permaglaze. It is great to have neutral, white tile to work with. We also repainted the walls- a lovely brownish gray- one of my favorite colors, and replaced the lighting and mirror.



The new sink and faucet. I think Will was ready to hurt someone/something after the pain that installing this sink was. Not recommended for a first time plumber, but he persevered and figured it out. If it were up to me, I would have called someone to do it, but I think after a while it became about not letting the sink win the battle.



Behind the wall on the right, is our shower, which is actually a good size considering the oompa loompa size of everything else. Somehow, it works though, and having the new materials and look in the bathroom has made all the difference.